Monday Madness

Ok, so it's not really a madness...Monday meltdown, not that either. More like Monday confusion...except confusion doesn't start with an "M"...oh well.

Sometimes I feel like I have a bi-polar relationship with God. How can I go from one extreme to another so quickly? Worshipping is easy, praying is not. Reading is easy, practicing is not. Listening to your own thoughts is easy, listening to God's is not.

How can I be so on fire for God, yet not?

I guess this could be called Monday madness, after all.