All Mixed Up

I can't seem to put my thoughts together lately. I've started two different posts, but can't finish them. I don't know in what direction to go. It's like I have a part of me that is confused. I have questions for God and about God (I guess reading the Old Testament might do that to you). But at the same time I have a part of me that praises God and knows God is present and for us. Not to mention, the confusion about myself and living for God...am I doing things His way or my way? Could I be doing more? Should I be doing more?

For the last hour or so, I've been listening to Steven Curtis Chapman's "I Will Trust You". And no matter how much confusion I have and feel, I know this about God:

I know His heart is good, I know His love is strong , and I know His plans for me are much better than my own.