Tuesday Truth

I know that life, my life, is about God...but the truth is...I'm not sure how to apply this every day of my life (to make it not be about me).

I want so badly to never let God down...but the truth is...I can't...since I was never holding Him up to begin with (I heard this in church and it stuck). But it still doesn't completely eliminate me still not wanting to let Him down.

I want so badly to be everything God is calling me to be...but the truth is...I don't know what that is.

I want so badly to put others ahead of myself...but the truth is...I often don't.

Maybe I should stop wanting so badly, maybe I should stop and listen...listen to Him...like Josh Wilson sings about. But the truth is...I'm not sure I know how.