Lately...

Lately, I've been feeling, well, kind of...jaded. The more I read, the more I question. The more I see my family struggle, the more I question. Questions about God and life. It's a daily struggle to get these questions out of my head.

Today's message at church was being confident in Christ with all that we entrust to Him. If we don't give Him our struggles, how can we expect Him to help us? How are we to be confident in Christ if we don't entrust all to Him?

Here is a little insight to my "jadedness"...which I'm not sure is even a word. What if we give it all to Him but He is still not helping us? What kind of a question is this? It's now that I have to step back and be thankful that He has gotten us this far for now. He will not stop being there for us. He will not forget us and has not forgotten us. Things may not happen on my schedule, but things will happen and situations will get better. Even if I can't see, I will still believe.


I didn't notice You were standing here
I didn't know that
That was You holding me
I didn't notice You were crying too
I didn't know that
That was You washing my feet

Lyrics from the David Crowder Band